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By: Justoju

I lie awake

Drowned in self disgust

Having lost self-trust

Having made self fake

And wanting only to just

Be spat upon

Until that river

Washes clean this kibr

That coats my cavities

And smirks at the Giver

While it strokes the vanities

The pretend sanity

That make it thicker

Yet make my heart thinner

And my soul a sinner

So let them spit

Upon this fallen flesh pit

That needs to be awakened


Needs to be hit

With a cold reality bath

So that maybe later it wont be taken

And washed by the fire’s wrath

In the Truth’s aftermath

That I have forsaken.